i can't express myself in a pretty way.

the greatest quality to have in this lifetime is knowing how to say good bye to the people you love while keeping composure.

maybe getting choked up, crying, and sobbing show how much these people mean to you and how much you have taken them for granted during their time with you.

i find myself clinging on to memories of times way back when. those were the moments when i rolled down hills, leaped into fall leaves, kissed my mother on the lips, and cried for my dad who lived too far away.

now i find myself stuck and debating life. remembering the goals i had for myself to graduate college and be successful.

when i think back to my time in college, i only remember sadness and wanting to be with everyone i loved. i don't think i could leave again.

the greatest quality to have in this lifetime is knowing how to be with the people you love without ever having to say good bye.

the boy and his city.

there was once a boy who lived in a city. 

he loved his city and the trees that surrounded it.

one day the city began to burn away.

smoke and ashes filled the air.

the boy was so scared and everyone around him packed up their things and drove.

the next day the fire was gone.

everyone was happy and went on with life.

the boy was so hurt because the hills were black and everything had burned.

point and shoot.

the world.

a stuffed dead animal on a platter.

i didn't eat too much today... i eat more every other day.

i think that today was so beautiful and great.

tomorrow will be so crazy.
black friday will be out of control.

why am i so boring?

once on a blank white piece of paper i wrote 12:40am.

sometimes the most beautiful music in the world has the ugliest lyrics.
it's quite horrible.

sometimes i wonder how many fingers are lost to make my clothing.

sometimes when things get tough,
i pretend i have a baby and i cradle her to sleep.